Amanda - if I burn bridges it's because I can swim now
I know people work hard some sell their soul however I feel like you sell yourself no matter what regardless because you want people to know your talent and what you're worth is so at the end of the day you are selling yourself overall. Some get tired of struggling so I see why they go the short route because the long route wasn't working but don't sell yourself short; you're worth too much. My mom told me I'm sitting on a million dollars... so I need someone who sees my worth that I'm worth more than I come off to be.
Hello I'm Amanda but you can call me Panda Manda or Panda... I am black/belizian; 29 with no children living in Chicago south side but hopefully when I do better to move to a better environment and people. The things I wanna do/need to do I can't do in Chicago because it's full of hatred from people who don't support you but want you to look out for them.
I am single; I don't like dating a loser; someone who can't bring nothing to the table but problems and drama to where I have to get out of character which shouldn't be necessary at all. Don't call yourself a man when you're still a little boy... I don't want a man who still lives at home; having a roommate I understand but I prefer you in your own place; if I'm struggling... see what you can do for me to stop struggling. Now if you're struggling too I don't think we will work out at all; I like someone who is up and see that I'm giving it my all to have better and put me in a better position! Now that's what I need is a winner.
My hobbies when I'm not working and I do have a 9-5 lol kinda I mostly read books; articles; looking at fashion; makeup; hairstyles on YouTube and I love watching YouTube channels of certain people but also something that is recommended to me to watch; studying big words; I do clean up and yes I can cook I look at recipes on an app I love; writing things down; always look for ways to make money; trying to make friends... play video games too; watch movies I love action movies. I can be cool but don't ever test my buttons in the wrong place because I will stay mad at you all day and maybe the next following day too.
My music choice is Rihanna... that's the Queen of everything!!! I love her I love her and support her with mostly everything! I listen to Selena Gomez; Aaliyah ughh I need her self titled album and iTunes need to hop on that smh; The Weeknd; Lana Del Rey omg I love her.
I have so much talent but it does go to waste because I'm not on the right winning team; some don't wanna see me win smh they wanna see me struggle but if I have to have no one in my life to make it to the top to take care of things then I will do so. I know people work hard some sell their soul however I feel like you sell yourself no matter what regardless because you want people to know your talent and what you're worth is so at the end of the day you are selling yourself overall. Some get tired of struggling so I see why they go the short route because the long route wasn't working but don't sell yourself short; you're worth too much. My mom told me I'm sitting on a million dollars... so I need someone who sees my worth that I'm worth more than I come off to be.
I went to college to major in art and acting. I know I can act I just need to be pushed into something that doesn't look cheesy; I would love something like Angelina Jolie; The beautiful Aaliyah; Audrey Hepburn; so many good movies I've seen... there are so many people I see myself working with but also seeing myself as a friend too it's just all about the right connections. I sometimes don't work with just anyone because you have to think bigger than the opportunity you're given; is this going to look good for me; will my name be in veined from this? It's ok to turn down things; don't hop on because you see money or this/ that.
When things turn around better for me I will be rich, have the right people around me; I wanna own dogs; do other things in my life; I don't see myself in marriage with kids; just like college which I didn't finish it isn't for everyone. I have my reasons why I don't want/need certain things or people in my life. I guess if some really sit down and get to know me from me instead of others who lie on my name then you'll see me for me! Some people who lie about me wanna see me fail because they know what I am capable of and they tend to be very jealous and malicious of me which is sad but I can't let that bother me unless it's bothering my pockets. Some wanna see you break down and I can't show a weak side and that's not good for business either. I have to be strong even if I gotta hide my pain. Things will get done no matter the setback. If I gotta go broke and do it alone I will because I know now how to comeback. And if I burn bridges it's because I can swim now.
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